Oh Why? Oh life!

Oh why? Oh life! Pain I feel all day in mind and soul

Oh pain of love I receive from family and friends

Oh pain of lies I am told daily by my demons

Oh pain of the life I live and never want to see tomorrow

For why am I no good to understand human love I receive

For why am I not grateful enough for what I have to support me

For why am I fighting to stay alive each day just to wanna leave another

For why do I wish I had gone each night before I rest?

   Answer

You have a light shining brighter than most before, and you have so much good in you, that evil wants to fill as much darkness in you as much as there is light.